I have an internship dilemma. Can somebody help me! There is 2 to choose from.

1st:
Internship in Seattle - State Farm Insurance
Pros:

• Get paid
• Near to home
• Can control ISA
• Get to attend Rudy's graduation ceremony
• Get to go back together with Angel, Jen and the rest
• Finally spend my birthday with people close to me. Lol
• Go back Indonesia for a longer period of time

Cons:

• OPT time might decrease by 10 weeks (Have to confirm again with adviser though)
• Can't go abroad with high school friends. (But trip not planned yet)

2nd:
Internship in London - Company still unknown
Pros:

• Loads of fun
• Get to explore new city

Cons:

• Spend loads of money (USD8000 for air ticket plus apartment alone)
• Spend even more money as the standard of living in London is 2-3times that of US
• Away from home - no one I know

I guess right now, it is the money thing. Do I want to spend that much amount of money for an internship? Or do I want to get paid for my internship? Hahaha. HOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!

I'm definitely calling my dad to talk about this. I have to let the State Farm guy, Cliff, know my decision by tomorrow. I hate making decisions. Sigh.

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I am feeling really stressed out right now. With my student organization and school. I feel like I want to give up. But I can't. I just can't.

Oh someone, please help me.

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I'm currently at Odegaard Library, one of UW's library. Supposed to be doing my work, but am blogging &surfing the net instead. argh! Steph, where's your self discipline?

Okay. I'm going. For more surfing I suppose. Ciao`

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